Friday, May 13, 2011

So Jealous



This is where John is right now. He snapped this picture so I could see where he was having dinner on his business trip. He was sitting right along the oceanside.


I desperately want a vacation at the beach. It is my happy place--literally. When I was started having anxiety attacks a couple of years ago I started doing visualization type exercises to calm my thoughts down and help me sleep, etc... And this is what I picture every time. I'm sitting on a mostly empty beach, soaking in the warm sun, feeling the sand through my toes, hearing the waves crash along the shoreline, listening to the laughter of my kids as they run and gather sea shells. It's one of the most peaceful, relaxing places in the world for me. John doesn't understand it because he doesn't love the beach like me. But he knows I would give anything to be there right now. Aaahh! I am so jealous!

1 comment:

Janie said...

COME!!!! But if you want a mostly empty beach you have to come now. I don't know which beach John is at, but you have a friend in so cal who would love to sit oceanside and chat while kids collect shells and sand dollars. :) We went to the beach last Tues when it was 90 outside and there was nary a soul there. You just say when!